I have come to a few realizations

1. I honestly do not give a shit anymore.

2. Because of that I can actually smile sincerely

3. I’m sick of not saying anything

4. I might lose some people because of it

5. Don’t give a fuck anymore ^

6. I’m too fucking young to get emotional or puppy love shit

7. If you think I’m depressed/ hurting because of said statement then you’re sadly mistaken

8. I don’t need a boyfriend

9. I don’t need a husband

10. I don’t need a *special* someone

11. I will find love, but it does not need to happen soon

12. I don’t need to have someone to make everything else right.

13. All I really need is me

14. I’ll never be truly happy until I fix myself right

15. I wont be ready to make someone else happy until I’m happy

16. I’m not a romantic

17. I hold no grudges anymore towards certain people.

18. I’ll decide if I want to let them go

19. I don’t need sympathy from anyone anymore. I can handle things finally

20. I refuse to let anyone influence me because they feel its the right thing. I’ll never become an adult unless I learn from my own mistakes. Don’t tell me its because you already know. I don’t give a fuck. If I make a mistake then do me the favor of getting the fuck over it.

Even with certain issues and stress looming over me. I haven’t been this happy in a few months.